The point's that there isn’t no romance around there

well its happened again, the promise, the lure of comfortable life has lead me into near disaster. I fall back into my same old escapes, hiding from my same old problems. Here I sit, trying to ignore the problems of real life waiting for them to resolve themselves. I really haven't changed at all. 'Let the world change you; and you can change the world'. I just seem incapable of change, incontinent in the face of adversity. I cannot find my Aristotlean catalyst, no matter where I look. I'm hoping, praying I get paid tomorrow, or Lord knows what i'll have to do. All this grand adventure may come to an abrupt and unpleasant end. Cross your fingers for me.